to be honest and truly honest.. i never thought we will ever be serious. 'just another guy in ma life', i told myself. but things turned out differently. but ofcoz, this isnt a drama, things doesnt always work out great for both of us. we go through ups and downs. between us lies many differences, the way we think is a total opposite. i go through a whole lot of jealousy while him thinking going out with his girlfriends is o-kay. athe 9 years ge gap is also one of the factor of our arguments.
started my first ever career with a foreign bank as relationship officer on september 2010 is neither tough nor easy. i cant lie to myself that i always wanted to quit due to the overwhelming stress and pressure. i met different colleague every 2 months, that makes me ask myself... am i being fool for staying, or strong for not giving up? and the thought that's im doing my part time degree under uni of wales..oh it adds on the stress. period. but one thing that keeps me going is... i NEED to save up for our marriage, our future, our house, our kids. i have to pace up coz everything is going just..too...fast. ever think of giving up my studies as well.. but one must upgrade themselves right? oh life in singapore...
